Tutor Job in Lake Charles, Louisiana

Hi I'm Sarah, I'm 18 years old and was supposed to graduate last year around may. I've been homeschooled and since 10th grade. And I was ahead of my class and would've graduated 6 months ahead of time if I would've done the lessons. But I slacked a lot and didn't finish. So I figured I would start back up and graduate with my class. Found out my father got liver cancer around my April of last year and started slacking a lot, didn't get anything done. Didn't graduate. Still working on lessons. My father passed away February 3rd 2015. I slacked even more. But now I am trying to find the motivation to get done and get graduated. For my daddy's sake and for my family's sake. I need someone who can motivate me, and help me with my 20 essays and my incredibly difficult math. Please help me. I'm not sure on how much I can afford to pay you but I can definitely work with you. Thank you for taking the time to read this.